What the fuck is going on in my head? Is my heart caving in?

You know that feeling...

The one where your eyes are heavy and your mind is so distant, so far gone that you fall into this comfortable kind of stare at nothing in particular. Your eyes are out of focus and in those few moments there are so many thoughts pulsing through the tangles in your mind that it feels as though you’ve gone completely blank. Not one thought. Slowly, becoming aware that you went away for a while, your eyes come back into focus with the real world.

You start to wonder what your mind was searching for, was it found? You ask yourself to remember exactly how you felt. There was nothing, no tension, no discomforts. Numb and relaxed, your limbs were loose and your breathing calm. It’s almost like you prefer being in that state because you are so far away, things are no longer relevant. Contentment. You could stay that way forever.

Well that’s what happens to me when I think of you or see you, when I’m wrapped up in your arms. I could just melt into you like a second skin, and live inside of your delicate bones.